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I see a car pass by and I want to know what it would feel like to be hit..

I want to know what it feels like to fall off the empire state building..

I want to know what it feels like to go 110 on the freeway and veer off a cliff..

There is something wrong with me.

I have to be perfect.

I have to lose weight

I have to make my mom proud of me not Marissa Martinez

I have to get my front aierial

I have to be one step behind you

I have to be the best girlfriend for him

I have to be there for my friends when they need me

I have to get good grades

I have to be on time for my dad

I have to be nicer to my brother

I have to get the combo before the girl next to me

I have to have clear skin

I have to manage my time

I have to get sleep

I have to be myself

I have to stop cutting

I have to not hid on stage

I have to go places

I have to be quiet

I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect       

What’s wrong with me..?

I feel sick..

girlgrowingsmall:

lilianabanana:

fatty-to-healthy:

get-that-beach-body:

FOR THE BIKINIS!!

I’ll never wear skinny jeans lol 

I wear skinny jeans all the dayum time! They’re just a larger size than what they will be and I wear crop tops too but I wear a vest top underneath so I don’t show my belly. I wear these clothes because I like them and will wear them when I’m smaller, not because I’m skinny but because I love them (sorry if this makes no sense)

I think crop tops are the biggest fashion scam of the decade. They’re charging you more for less shirt, and it looks cheap and tacky on 90something percent of the people who wear it. (Not saying you, just saying most.)

girlgrowingsmall:

lilianabanana:

fatty-to-healthy:

get-that-beach-body:

FOR THE BIKINIS!!

I’ll never wear skinny jeans lol 

I wear skinny jeans all the dayum time! They’re just a larger size than what they will be and I wear crop tops too but I wear a vest top underneath so I don’t show my belly. I wear these clothes because I like them and will wear them when I’m smaller, not because I’m skinny but because I love them (sorry if this makes no sense)

I think crop tops are the biggest fashion scam of the decade. They’re charging you more for less shirt, and it looks cheap and tacky on 90something percent of the people who wear it. (Not saying you, just saying most.)

(Source: anawillbeflaca, via tosee-her-abs)

Saw this in my archive and I almost died… this is too cute

(Source: camelofrito, via mmylovestoobigforyou)

EW.

GOD DAMN IT! I haaaaaaaaate being a girl… When I freakin PMS I brake out and I eat so god damn much! I hate feeling like a fat fuck.. that’s how I have felt all fucking week…. Jesus Christ! I can’t afford to gain weight or have a gross face! I have a Dance competition next weekend and Senior picture April 9th! wahhhhhhhh….. Praying next week I just wont eat and look thin for Comp… 

weightless-eternity:

sewing ur lipz, best @na method out there gurlz!!11!!!
xoxo starve on 

weightless-eternity:

sewing ur lipz, best @na method out there gurlz!!11!!!

xoxo starve on 

(via tigerlis)

I see a car pass by and I want to know what it would feel like to be hit..

I want to know what it feels like to fall off the empire state building..

I want to know what it feels like to go 110 on the freeway and veer off a cliff..

There is something wrong with me.

I have to be perfect.

I have to lose weight

I have to make my mom proud of me not Marissa Martinez

I have to get my front aierial

I have to be one step behind you

I have to be the best girlfriend for him

I have to be there for my friends when they need me

I have to get good grades

I have to be on time for my dad

I have to be nicer to my brother

I have to get the combo before the girl next to me

I have to have clear skin

I have to manage my time

I have to get sleep

I have to be myself

I have to stop cutting

I have to not hid on stage

I have to go places

I have to be quiet

I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect I have to be perfect       

What’s wrong with me..?

I feel sick..

girlgrowingsmall:

lilianabanana:

fatty-to-healthy:

get-that-beach-body:

FOR THE BIKINIS!!

I’ll never wear skinny jeans lol 

I wear skinny jeans all the dayum time! They’re just a larger size than what they will be and I wear crop tops too but I wear a vest top underneath so I don’t show my belly. I wear these clothes because I like them and will wear them when I’m smaller, not because I’m skinny but because I love them (sorry if this makes no sense)

I think crop tops are the biggest fashion scam of the decade. They’re charging you more for less shirt, and it looks cheap and tacky on 90something percent of the people who wear it. (Not saying you, just saying most.)

girlgrowingsmall:

lilianabanana:

fatty-to-healthy:

get-that-beach-body:

FOR THE BIKINIS!!

I’ll never wear skinny jeans lol 

I wear skinny jeans all the dayum time! They’re just a larger size than what they will be and I wear crop tops too but I wear a vest top underneath so I don’t show my belly. I wear these clothes because I like them and will wear them when I’m smaller, not because I’m skinny but because I love them (sorry if this makes no sense)

I think crop tops are the biggest fashion scam of the decade. They’re charging you more for less shirt, and it looks cheap and tacky on 90something percent of the people who wear it. (Not saying you, just saying most.)

(Source: anawillbeflaca, via tosee-her-abs)

Saw this in my archive and I almost died… this is too cute

(Source: camelofrito, via mmylovestoobigforyou)

EW.

GOD DAMN IT! I haaaaaaaaate being a girl… When I freakin PMS I brake out and I eat so god damn much! I hate feeling like a fat fuck.. that’s how I have felt all fucking week…. Jesus Christ! I can’t afford to gain weight or have a gross face! I have a Dance competition next weekend and Senior picture April 9th! wahhhhhhhh….. Praying next week I just wont eat and look thin for Comp… 

(via oneninety)

(Source: mybonesarepretty, via )

weightless-eternity:

sewing ur lipz, best @na method out there gurlz!!11!!!
xoxo starve on 

weightless-eternity:

sewing ur lipz, best @na method out there gurlz!!11!!!

xoxo starve on 

(via tigerlis)

I have to be perfect.
EW.

About:

At 17, most people would have wanted the world figured out by now.. But I am still lost in who I want to be and were I want to go in life. I keep to myself. I compare myself to others too often.. I just want to be perfect.. My name is Ashley, I live in Seattle Washington, I have been dancing since "I was in the womb" and these are my personal thoughts. others concerns.. but it doesn't matter because no one else will see this... <3

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